February 2012
11 posts
Apparently I am too fat to date. The first guy I meet online that I actually start to have feelings for and he tells me he can’t get past my weight.
I don’t know who I hate more, him or myself.
Myself.
I feel absolutely bad. Not sure if it’s because I’ve been drinking and I often get depressed on hung over days or whether I just feel bad for no reason. I have no respect for myself. I have such high standards as to what I want to look like, it feels like nothing will ever be good enough. I started my diet a week or two ago and I have already lost a few kilos, but it’s like by...
“There is magic in long-distance friendships. They let you relate to other human...”
– Diana Cortes (via sweetambiguity)
January 2012
9 posts
What I want from life (and what I won't settle...
To finish my masters.
To watch people hear sound for the first time because of my work
To set up a clinic in Cambodia to help the 2 million deaf people in that country.
To travel the world.
To find true love.
To be true to myself and be who I am.
To replace hate with knowledge when I don’t understand something.
Compassion.
“Depression is humiliating. It turns intelligent, kind people into zombies who...”
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“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known...”
– - Elisabeth Kübler-Ross (via slekes
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Love.
I really feel like I should be on my own for a while. I have just come out of a relationship where the love was so strong for me, that it seems it will take years for me to ever find anyone who makes me feel the same way. I have been on dates, I have had guys after me that are kind of cool, but just that chemistry, that humour, that understanding is just missing. I don’t know if that’s...
“You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer (via nuaira
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13 posts
I have been watching Band of Brothers - oh my god I have the most intense, soul-destroying crush on Ron Livingston who plays Nixon. Apart from that the series is amazing, inspiring, heart-breaking and all kinds of emotional. I feel more connected because I have been to Berlin and Belgium and Austria and the places where they were and felt how the cold just gets to your bones. And memories of...
I’ve decided that I will put more of my life into this blog rather than just reblogging photos all the time. I don’t know if this is a good idea since it’s the internet. But as a whole I am far too private to everyone apart from a few people so I think maybe it will help me to get a handle on my emotions and be able to express them better in words.
I am really making a massive...